in a maze without an end.

2010-10-24T19:09:00.001+08:00

omg, my blog is total dead. very dead. hahahahaha!

XP

2010-06-09T16:45:00.004+08:00

holidays sucks, yeahh. dont feel like doing homeworks, its boring. finished my bio project, haha. awesome dna stuff :D it looks cool haha

i think i did almost nothing today, i want to get out from the house. really boring. looking forward to dassha day:D

song for the day: again by yui

8am

2010-05-29T11:14:00.004+08:00

8am by coldrain

Somehow

I can't remember why

We stayed up till 4AM(till 4 am)

We talked aboutNothing important and then made love

No persons can be close as us

And now as she calls my name

Inside her dream

Kisses me still half asleep

Don't I wish that we could stay like this

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah...

Time flies

And I can't remember the

First time that we met

Now I need her

Like I know she needs me too

It can't get much better than this

And now as she calls my name
Inside her dream

Kisses me still half asleep

Don't I wish that we could stay like this

yeah yeah yeah

I stop the alarm to watch her sleep and think

I'd do anything

If I could make this time rewind forever

Till 7:59

And now as she calls my name

Inside her dream

Kisses me still half asleep

Don't I wish that we could stay like this

yeah yeah yeah

I stop the alarm to watch her sleep

and think I'd do anything

If I could make this time rewind forever

If I could make this time

If I could make this time rewind

I'd make it

this song is damn nice. so sweet yeahh. coldrain rocks by the way. this song is in my playlist btw. haha(: piano came today. looks weird cause its second hand. got it from my mother's friend. haha(:

results

2010-05-28T14:18:00.006+08:00

song for the day: time to go by coldrain

yesterday had ptm. yeah. surprisingly, mrs yap remembered my mother was admitted to the hospital. powerful memory manzz! anyway, recieved my results slip yesterday. got 4th in class and 5th in level. not bad, i guess. at least higher than last year which was 8th in level. yeahh. my sister failed her sec 2 maths. wth right? i thought she was better than me in maths since her psle got A*. haha. she has to work harder if she wants to get into pure science stream. my mom threatened her that if she does not get into pure science class, she will transfer my sister to my school. Haha! (: yep. thats it for now. im kinda bored so yeahhh.(:

cold rain

2010-05-23T18:41:00.002+08:00

yo again. found a japanese band which sings cool english songs!!! they are called coldrain. metal yeah. putting the video here. i like this song called 'the final destination'. the lead singer is HOT!

hmmm

2010-05-23T13:37:00.002+08:00

changed my blogskin. looks weird, i know. but, will change it soon. i think i left my handbook in school, cause it was not in my bag, shucks, i cant even do my homework. oh well.

song for the day: Fuwa Fuwa time by K-on!

awkward moment

2010-05-22T14:47:00.017+08:00

today was awkward. omg. went to the library after tuition. actually, wanted to go first, but decided not to. suppose to go with my mother but i told her no need. so i was walking to the bus stop when my fren(dassha should know this person) ask me whether want to go to the library. so, i went anyways. awkward silence. yeah. did not really talk through the journey. hahaa. borrowed 3 books and yeah. went home after that. took 359 and my fren took another bus. yeah. it was awkward.

FINALLY

2010-05-19T21:36:00.004+08:00

its been decades since i posted on my blog. yeahh, exams are over, finally and just got back my results these past 2 days. pretty happy with my results especially for my history, e maths and a maths(: haha. did not expect to get 43/50 for history, did not expect it at ALL! cause the LON question was like WOAH i wrote anyhow and got 9/13 for it. WOW. yeah, malay is still C5 bleh, i hate malay, i totally suck in it. haha(:

haha, take that fatimah. kau ingat kau bagus sangat eh? kau kena balasan ah.

song for the day: LISTEN!! by Yoko Hikasa

yeahh

2010-03-31T19:37:00.003+08:00

love uruha

just came back from cca, wah damn tired..>.> got headache and backache haha. tomorrow got concert rehearsal which ends like around 6.30 to 7.00 pm. wahhhh ! haha, and shit, 1 more month to exam . have not even started revision AT ALL. arghh my bio is like only getting just A2 and that sucks. nothing to write actually cause im just bored right now. yeahh

song of the day: Now Get a Strawberry by FLiP

heyyy

2010-03-29T21:26:00.003+08:00

i miss uruha on my blog>.>

hey, guess how long was it since i updated my blog? ummm.. you do the maths^^ anyways, its already march and i have a performance for chinese orchestra on 16th april, yay! damn excited for it. anyone want to go? haha

well, school is a bit stressful with projects and tests.. bleh, hate it so much. yeahh

oh yeah, a week ago, i got my new phone? can you guess wat is the model?

it is sony erricson U1i Satio! yahoo, my dream phone which cost me 400 dollars..yeahh. im paying my father by installment of $10 per month haha, and that will take me like wat 4 years?? haha(:

nowdays, i have no mood to draw arghhh! no inspiration! and i cant think up of anything to draw DASH's drawings.. its already been months! dont worry, i'll try to find inspiration to draw it, yeah? haha

song of the day: Don't Stop Believing by GLEE

haaah

2010-01-29T16:57:00.001+08:00

its been wayy to long since i blogged. haha. i am too busyy.
anyway, a lot has been going on, yeah. nothing exciting happen this month, yeahh

song for the day: Whatya Want From Me by Adam Lambert

school

2010-01-04T16:05:00.004+08:00

today was the first day of school. its not bad, yeahh.

song of the day: SCANDAL BABY by SCANDAL

i feel so lonely suddenly in the class. i dont know a lot of the people in my class. im sad.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T20:57:00.002+08:00

hey people! happy new year!! god, its already 2010. time flies so fast! yesterday, went to sentosa with my aunt. so tiring haha. it was crowded ! news years eve ahaha. yesterday at night, went prawning at west coast(: i caught one small prawn. suckss! haah(: but yesterday was really fun=D

song of the day: red by high and mighty color

..

2009-12-29T09:51:00.002+08:00

ages since i posted anything haha. anyways, completed 1/3 of my hw. blehh. school stars next week. bleh. anyways, bought a new game called Left4Dead 2! really good game! about zombies and stuff im hooked in it(:

song for the day: fly me to the other moon by High and Mighty Color

for ur entertainment

2009-12-14T12:13:00.003+08:00

im so tired today. yesterday, after i went to the cemetary, my family and my aunt went shopping at vivo. damn crowded there. yeah, we went to candy empire and bought 1.4kg of jelly beans of different flavours! damn nice ah. haah.

i finally managed to find adam lambert's album 'for your entertainment' online yay! link: http://www.4shared.com/file/159121137/a34db413/_For_Your_Entertainment.html?s=1 i like 'time for miracles'. its damn nice(:

song for the day: time for miracles by adam lambert

dreamss

2009-12-12T09:28:00.003+08:00

i had a really weird dream again! but, im not going to write it here. its far too embarrasing and weird. yeahh, haha. i already read charlie and the chocolate factory and watched the movie already so all thats left is to do the activity. but im like so lazy. yeah. reading angels and demons now and the book is thick!! 600 pages! but, its damn interesting .

oh yeah, i ever dreamt about suryani coming to my house! and she has longer hair than before! haha. its a sign! lols okay these dreams are driving me crazy.

the earlier dream is about someone confessing to me?!! weirdnesss.

song for the day: koigokoro by high and mighty color

bloody hell

2009-12-11T10:45:00.005+08:00

You are you and only you

All the way up to now, and forever after

Even if a time comes when everyone turns against you

I’ll protect you

Don’t wilt, my single flower

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i had a really weird dream, yeah it was like about ghost hunting and some shooting. lols i was like the shooter and i met this guy in my dream called robert lols then i dont know suddenly i was like shooting some woman and i said to her 'your attacks dont work on me' haha even though i was shot in the face a lot of time. the i suddenly ended up in my room and i texted my so-called-partner and said 'im in the room, when are you coming?' weird then he texted back 'whats your plan? im sending you a fax' lols then when he came, injured? we climbed out of my window and there was a boat! on the water. apparently we were on an island. yeah. cause we were hunted per sey. yeah. then i said 'we need a distraction' so yeah, i out bombs around the island and when the bombs went off, i drove the boat as fast as i could and we lived happily ever after. lols wat a weird dream . i think i have been playing Left4Dead 2 and gears of war too much(l4d is about zombies, yeah, and 4 humans have to kill these zombies to survive) haah. weirdness

song for the day: naked by high and mighty color

urgh

2009-12-09T15:52:00.001+08:00

changed my blogskin(: yeah, its about time. i still hav not done my homework. urgghh.. this sucks.

song of the day: pain by high and mighty color

care to join me?

2009-12-01T18:55:00.006+08:00

"Don't give me no lie
just to make me feel good
Don't pretend
I'm fuckin' tired of it all"

well, my books came today haha ordered it(: the box was freaking heavy and the books cost over 300 bucksss so exxxx!

anyways, im like damn bored at home im like watching cartoons lols. i have just finished watching avatar(lols, wat do u expect, i was bored) and believe me, avatar is GOODD too bad i finished the series, sadddd.

i want to go out to watch movie >.> care for anyone to join me??????

song for the day: hate by HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR

x_x

2009-11-23T09:31:00.002+08:00

bored to death each day. i have not even started on my english homework haah. and i am currently having food allergy, i think is the almonds which i am allergic to. suddenly after eating them, dots of lookalike rashes pop out on my leg and hands. itchyyyy cant even sleep well in the night. rawr!

song of the day: before i decay by the gazette

Dont Jump

2009-11-15T20:36:00.002+08:00

second post for the day! found a really nice, sad song from Tokio Hotel other than Monsoon!
Dont Jump by Tokio Hotel

Tokio Hotel Don't Jump

Elena MySpace Video

screwed up my tauhid exam!

2009-11-15T14:31:00.006+08:00

"a single piece of snowflake left behind..."

today had my madrasah tauhid exam yeah, i screw up in the last section cause i dont even know the answer to it AT ALL. i was like blanko during the exam. haah i dont even know the meaning of iman, syirik and kufur! lols anyways, i got a guitar!! yay!!!! really nice colour and the sound is like woah! yeah, gold strings! haha i heard from my father that it is made u of some nov or nox-thingy wood, yeah.

song of the day: It's a lie by FLiP (its such a nice, scary song!)

-.-"

2009-11-11T20:51:00.004+08:00

boring today. played guitar hero 3, then watched anime gundam 00 on the com for the whole day haha finished 50 episodes in like 3 days, im suck a geek>.> oh yeah, my father said that he will get for me a guitar!!! yay!(good achievements come with good presents!) going on saturday in search for the guitar, cant wait for it(:

music for the day: DAYDREAM by SCANDAL

3Hum

2009-11-10T17:51:00.004+08:00

"If i had wings, wouldn't it be great if i could fly?.."

today i went to see the streaming results and i got into 3hum taking triple science, haha(: and then dassha without dahlia came to my house to play guitar hero and ded or alive 4. amira played dance dance revolution and was like dying haha(: like to say thanks to shaista for giving the bracelet and amira for giving the chocolates!!

not once

2009-11-06T17:53:00.002+08:00

Not once

Like the moon shining in the sky
Being covered by the clouds
As I grasp you with my small, tiny hands
You just pushed it away

My small trembling hands
Why won’t you warm it up?
As you ran further ahead of me
I am left all alone, cold

Why is it all happening to me?
That I do not know
All I know is that
You left me behind

I tried my best though
Just to catch up with you
As my hands bled with hope
Your hands bled with neglect

As the snow fell onto my skin
I then realised
No matter what I do for you
You will never see it as my love for you

I tried to make you happy
Fulfilling your desires
I became what every mother
Expects for their child

But I got nothing in return
Only pain, sadness, neglect
As you pushed me away once again
The hope that I believed in just vanished

The cherry blossoms were in full bloom
I sat by your side
Awaiting your death
To seize you any moment

You grabbed my big, rough hands
And asked for forgiveness
You stated you should have been more caring
And that you should have been a better mother

But I shoved your hand away
And said to you face to face
As the painful years gone by
I have never thought of you as my mother
Not once

Written by Nurain, 06.11.2009

wrote this poem after listening to a really sad song. i think you shoud get this poem, quite easy to understand at the last part, haha.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-11-03T10:24:00.006+08:00

i woke up 1 hour late today>.> and i dreamt about something weird, about lighting and such. hahas! well, today played the guitar and now learning the song 'shoujo s' by scandal. quite tough haha fingers hurt too. nothing to write much today. and cant wait for tomorrow to see amira, shaista and ao ting!!! (:

wow, this is the most exciting day of my life! woke up this morning, bathed, ate my breakfast and then watch tv. after that, i turned on the com and found out that my blog was spam by this certain 'guest' how exciting!!! so guess wat i did? i deleted all the messages and ban that user!!! and guess wat was the motive of that certain spammer?? to delete the negative comments which was on my tagboard 2 days ago! how exciting! but that wont work on me, silly! cause i have saved whatever that was wrote yesterday so i dont have to worry! yay! hate me if u want but i dont care! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Always

2009-11-02T11:26:00.003+08:00

When I met you for the first time
You were just a friend of my friend
I pretended to not notice you
I wanted to avoid you

As soon as I got to know you better
My life seems to revolve around the world
You know it’s hard to believe
That you would be my best friend!

All the good times together
That we spent throughout the years

Do you know that I was so really happy with you?
All the good times together seems just like yesterday
Do you know that its going to be really sad without you?
I just want to say the last time ‘No matter what happens to us
I love you..’

Though we fought for many times
It just takes us hours
To forgive each other
And to be friends once and for all

There were many sad memories
That I could not bear it by myself
Just you being there
Cured myself from this loneliness!

All the good times together
That we spent throughout the years

Do you know that I was so really happy with you?
All the good times together seems just like yesterday
Do you know that its going to be really sad without you?
I just want to say ‘I love you and do your best’ before farewell….

We’ll be walking on our separate roads
Towards our goal in the near distanced future
That was planned all by ourselves
But please do not ever abandon me!

Do you know that I was so really happy with you?
All the good times together seems just like yesterday
Do you know that its going to be really sad without you?
I just want to say ‘Thank you, do your best and I love you
Always…’

i had a sudden inspiration to write a lyrics, yeah. the title is 'Always' yeah..
a message to fatimah:
hml is not that easy okay? also, i dont give a shit if u think that hcl is difficult. if u think is difficult,why dont u just drop out for the subject. also, i have been quietly staying put when u keep saying to me 'fuck u' okay? i have been keeping quiet u know, u think people dont get hurt, ah? i finally cannot stand it kay? now i want to say to u FUCK U if u hate me then get the hell out of the way. i wanted to be ur fren but this is how u treat me ah. freak ah.

>.>

2009-10-31T20:59:00.008+08:00

i did the dassha myself! yay!

its finally the holidays haha but i am feeling quite sad about it. its because we will be going on our separate ways next year. yeah. i hate it man, why cant we all stay the same class throughout the 4 years? how depressing. anyways i like to cut the things short. yeah. well, i did okay for my exams, got my report book yesterday and got second in class, yeah, kinda happy for myself and amira!(: wee! i really hope i could get into the triple science class, yep, my mom ask me to get in yeah. and i am soo totally amazed that i got 71 for my science in overall! i gotta thank my SA1 for saving my overall marks. haha

two malays topping the world! so called >.>
i would like to thank DASSHA for being such an amazing clique for the past 2 years in the school. i will never never EVER forget all of you! DASSHA is the best thing that has happen to me!! I LOVE YOU ALL A LOT!!!

Those were enjoyable, inevitable days.......

2009-10-24T18:25:00.004+08:00

Those were enjoyable, inevitable days.
It was short, but we were happy.
Even though we were happy...
I quickly understood, because I've seen many expressions up till now.
It's not that we've lost interest, but rather than losing sight of each other
It's better to say "Do your best" and walk our own separate roads
Farewell, see you again, be well.
I'll never never forget
Farewell, we'll definitely meet again, right?
It's a promise, we'll link our little fingers as a sign
Hooking little fingers in a promise, you said 'Just a little while more, don't take yours away'.
One day, when we can laugh again, as two people who won't miss each other...

-Wakaremichi, the Gazette

today, amira, shaista, ao ting and kemmy are going to italy for yog thingys. i really wish them the best and have a saf journeyy(:

next year, everyone will be going to different classes, and dassha will be split up. omg i feel so sad to think about it. the fact that we were together since last year really rally pained me. but, i know that we will definitely meet each other. i wish everyone the best next year and keep going towards your dream. dassha, i love you(:

a song dedicated to the people leaving today for yog and for dassha.. its about the parting of ways but we will definitely meet again. wakaremichi by the gazette.

holiday

2009-10-19T18:24:00.002+08:00

happy deepavali! today is a holiday cause deepavali was on saturday, yeah. also on saturday went jalan raya with dassha to cikgus' houses. it was fun and tiring, yeahh(: so yeah, today is a holiday and did not even leave the house. instead, i woke up at 7.45am and turned on the com at 9. so yeah, i finally got to download GuitarPro ! really happy. played my father's electric guitar and managed to play a new song; again by yui!!!yay! yep, my fingers hurt a little but it will soon be okay once i 'seasoned'. i wish that i cound get a black Ebony, its really nice. yeah. tomorrow gonna play again after i get home from school.((: yesterday i played fireworks with my sisters. it was really fun. wanted to use my mother's camera to take photos but it died when wanted to take a picture. sad(:

.......

2009-10-15T13:04:00.001+08:00

exams have omg finally ended and my blog has been dead during the exam period. REVIVING it!! (: haha not really much to post though, but the exams was like damn difficult, especially science.
finally before i decay come out(:

exams, and tests?

2009-09-28T20:33:00.005+08:00

uruha=hotness!

OHH-AMM-GEEE~! exams starts this week! and i have not even started my revision, AT ALL!!! but, i am SO happywith my maths common test results which i did not even studied for it!35/35! woah man! weird stuff!! yeah, got one of the highest in oral conversation(: yay!(: got to study hard for the exams~!

last puasa!

2009-09-19T20:15:00.004+08:00

uruha(:

hey! today was the last day of puasa!!!!!!!!!!! yay! tomorrow is hari raya!(: anyways, yesterday, the racial harmony performance was a success! yay! yeah, some of them practised last minute and still managed to pull it off! kudos to them!(:

well, adalah budak sayur 2 yang back off cause dia cakap kena buat game booth, tetapi dia actually tengah 'breakdance' at the clean-clean toilet. macak siak sey. actaully dia tak nak buat pun.

anyways, going to play fireworks later!!!!!!(:

before i decay

2009-09-15T17:29:00.001+08:00

yay, a preview of the pv of 'before i decay' is out!!!(:

today was boring, almost slept in english class, yeahh. it sucks. nothing much happened, same boring school day >.>

bleh.

2009-09-09T08:53:00.002+08:00

kai.(:

third day of the holidays. bleh sucks mdm hayati gave us ALOT of homework. i dont feel like doing it, i feel like sleeping all the way.

holiday

2009-09-07T18:18:00.004+08:00

cartoon ver. of the gazette

holidays have started but it sucks to the core

reason being there is homework and exams draw very near. damnn.

i hate exams.

swamp man

2009-09-01T11:51:00.003+08:00

whoo!! high and mighty color swamp man album came out already!!!!(: really really happy with the songs! they are back to their original style with halca, rock!!! i love 'fly me to the other moon' , 'eyes', 'goodbye', and 'pain' okay, basically i like all of them(: this time hyuuske is not really shadowing the lead singer, now he is like singing along like a duet with halca and i love it! finally he has some parts in the songs! ((: but really, halca sounds alike with makii's old voice!! not the poopy one! the time when maki was doing 'OVER' yeah, i like her voice in that. I love halca!!! i think i will get along with HaMC well!

anyways, happy teachers' day to all teachers!!!!!!!!!!

I'm calling you, dear...

2009-08-29T22:18:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling my pain
Do you feel where it's been
Can you strip with the history of the world,
when it's sad part of life?
Cannot set the shadows fade,
forever fades away
I'm calling you, dear.
Can't you see me standing right here?
Life's bleeding from fear.
I'll give it straight from my vein.
(In the rain) I'm calling you, dear
(To find the way) Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain) Life's bleeding from fear
(To find its way) I will give it straight from my vein

my second post of the day! haha i feel like writing down X-Japan, I.V. lyrics yeah, its a very nice and sad song! If i am not wrong, some people said it was dedicated to their old guitarist who passed away around a decade ago.

extremely tired

2009-08-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

i have a total leg cram!! i was sleeping in the night, yeah and you know wat, suddenly, my leg started to hurt REAL bad! its like as if arrows are pocking them. yeah, so i woke up around 1 am, yeah, real painful. took around ten minutes for it to subside. then, my sister turned on the lights cause she heard me groaning, yeah. then in the morning, real cramm, so decided not to go for tuition cause too tired.

guess wat, i already got my baju kurung for hari raya and its PINK! haha first time im getting pink for my baju raya.

newblogskin+layout

2009-08-27T18:19:00.002+08:00

heyyy, i change the layout and the blogskin of my blog!!!(: i mean, like finally ahh.
wanted to do it the last few days but soo busy with homeworks, tests and stuff, yeahh
the pic on the top is the same though>.> love it!! (:

.im sick and tired of my life.

2009-08-20T21:21:00.003+08:00

HOMEWORKS AND MORE HOMEWORKS!!!!!!!! WTH is wrong with da teachers????!!! im like soo stressed on the fact that i hae a lot of homeworks to do and projects. ROAR! cant wait for the weekend cause i get to rest. havent even study for science quiz tomorrow so i might get not good marks>.> Puasa starting in 2 days time and i need to savour the food im going to miss during puasa!!!!!!!!!!!!

NDP

2009-08-09T09:26:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! haha!

and yes, today my mother is coming back to Singapore!! woo!! i miss a lot, manz. and she is coming back with a lot souvenirs! (: i heard that she bought for me a hard rock cafe t-shirt!, so yeahh..

NDP day tomorrow

2009-08-06T21:13:00.004+08:00

hot uruha!!!

yay, tomorrow is half day cause of ndp celebrations!! and, im performing dikir barat!(: ITS SOO GOING TO BE FUN! yeah, today had rehearsal and i was damn tired cause i was fasting and going to pensan soon>.> and i buka puasa in the bus, weird. i think some people saw me baca-ing the doa to buka puasa before drinking water. so weird in the bus, especially this girl who sleeps with her mouth open! lols

today had maths common test, half good, half bad..did some careless mistakes, shuckss>.> but, im happy that the common tests for this week are over, yeah.

boring school mission

2009-08-03T22:09:00.005+08:00

Uruha is Hawt!!Click for bigger view!! (:

Anyways, i have blisters on my fingers! ouchh.cause, i played my father's electric guitar. the strings are totally more thinner than that of acoustic guitar, yeahh...today had this school mission which was TOTALLY boring. i sat there freezing because the air-con was SOOO cold!! at least lower down the temp..i also slept when they asked us to close our eyes. and the most stupid thing was writing our life story on was is going to happen to us in the future and when we die.. WTH, seyy. they want us to picture oursleves DIE! (touch wood, touch wood) so weird lah. we never know when we are going to die anyways(touch wood, touch wood)

So thats about it, yeah. fell asleep while studying history in the afternoon, too tired cause im fasting>.>

New Skin!

2009-08-01T14:47:00.003+08:00

New Skin on the top!! yay! The gazette from the album DIM..yeah, i always put a new skin everytime a new single or album comes out(:

today i went to tuition, and there were more people who came yeahh. today, my maths teacher was gloomy so when he teached i was falling asleep. haha. i am puasaing today btw! 5 more hours till buka! cant wait to eat nasi ayam!((:

and guess wat, my tuition friend nazree and danial got taller, especially nazree.! DAMN!! damn them!

Holiday for my mom!

2009-07-30T21:21:00.003+08:00

Uruha on the top today!!
Anyways, today, my mother just left for Norway(at Europe) for her holiday just now, and you know wat, I AM ALREADY MISSING HER!! She will be home like on National Day, 9th August, so its like ten days. its gonna be like the time she left for Rome 2 years ago....i pray for her safety throughout the entire journey..

DIM

2009-07-23T21:50:00.005+08:00

Yep, the gazette DIM album is out!! whoo!! it landed 5th place in the weekly oricon charts!(damn perfume!! they got 4th place!) i love shiroki yuutsu the most, its a very sad song and A Moth Under the Skin reminds me of burial applicant, the guitar part, yeahh..

seriously, i have like nothing to post about daily lives, cause its plain boring, yeah, the tests, homeworks, falling asleep in class..>.>

ITS OUT!

2009-07-16T18:31:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!! the invisible wall PV by the gazette is OUT!!!!! WOO!! rocks! its soo cool!!(:

the GazettE - The Invisible Wall [PV] HQ
Uploaded by Hatsuki-chan - Explore more music videos.

HAPPY B'DAY SHAISTA

2009-07-15T15:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAISTA!!!!! I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!!!!

i know that that time, when shaista came to my house, she said she liked this particular picture that i drew(: so, im dedicating this to her(: haha i hope you like it!!(:

Xyz..

2009-07-14T17:21:00.003+08:00

the middle one is halca!

High and Mighty Color released the new single 'XYZ' on ITunes! it sounds soo good, even though there is already the new singer! I am starting to love Halca, the new singer for high and mighty color! Her voice rocks! Video!

movie

2009-07-12T15:20:00.005+08:00

i watched 'Transformers; Revenge of the Fallen' on Saturday. yeah, it was quite good, though i found the ending a bit rushing, yeahh anyways, after watching the movie, my family and i went to this japanese restaurent, Shinjoki Sushi? and Rames ten. the ramen i ate was damn nice:seafood tom yam(: then ate some really nice sushi!!! nice manzz i love the food! next week, we are going to watch harry potter!!!!(:

2009-07-07T17:47:00.004+08:00

Updated my blog cause shaista asked me to! haaah(:
anyways, something weird happened today, yeah, i was in the bus 88 in the upper deck, yeah.. crowded then usual, so i found a seat beside this big auntie which is aroung 40-50 years old, yeahh.(she had a fat butt, gosh the took 3/4 of the seat!) then suddenly, after for a while, she grab my hand!!!!! WTF then started looking at the time or the watch, twisting my hand to see the time!! oMYGOSH-LAHH so embarrasing, then she started laughing? then spoke to me in china language. then i was like, wth? what the hell are you talking about. then when she alighted at compassvale, i accidentaly hit her head, i wass like omgoshhh, sorry. i said sorry, but she did not even hear lah. (deaf.deaf.deaf.deaf.deaf.deaf.deaf.deaf,) then when i sat there, then people ter look at me..lols god, weird womann manzz!
yeah, today at school, we played heart attack, and our hand was like red!! i still have some redness on my hand, i think blood clot, but i dont care!!!(: dahlia's smack was like POWER!!!! yeah baby!!(:

random

2009-07-04T14:05:00.004+08:00

hello! this is a random post! haha lols dahlia mentioned yesterday she kinda like my blog song, haha (and im happy because dahlia likes what i listen, unlike SOMEONE) haha a video of the song dahlia was talking about: Filth in the Beauty by the Gazette

the live version during Peace & Smile Carnival! (: watch till the end!(ruki licked his mike!!)

2009-06-26T11:26:00.003+08:00

the poster is on the top, 'Rainbow Song'

hello(: i just watched A-REALLY-SAD-MOVIE just now. its a japanese movie called 'Rainbow song' or 'Niji no Megami '. its soo sad lahh, the ending!! talk about me crying in front of the computer, haha(: so weird lor. well, now, at least i have a movie that i can recommend to dahlia, haha(: dont know whether she would like it!

>.>

2009-06-23T14:35:00.004+08:00

yeah. went to school today for the malay culture programme. did the dikir barat and tarian.. i hate the tariannnn.. so tiring and bluekkk. liked the dikir barat though(: [even though my fingers hurt like shit!] nothing really new, yeah.

But, omg, the gazette album DIM is coming out at, july 15th if i am not wrong!=DD heard the invisible wall pv, it is soooo cool!!!
here it is: the gazette, the Invisible wall preview=D

video games live!

2009-06-20T22:42:00.010+08:00

yesterday, me and my sister went for the 'video games live' ..yeahh.. it was good i tell you.. it was such a great experience=D yeah, there was also a guitar hero competiton between two guys, one that looks like a geek, and the other like a 'rocker' ? haha. in the end the geek won, lols=D

the best song i liked was One-Winged Angel, from Final Fantasy 7!! yay!!! i even recorded it!! WOO! here is the video

cool, isnt it=D after the concert finish, which is around 11.15pm, me and my sister had no idea on how to get home, so we decided to queue at the taxi stand, but, suprisingly, THERE WAS NO TAXI IN SIGHT!! so, my sister SUDDENLY decided to walk all the way from singapore indoor stadium to kallang MRT. WAH!! SOOO FAR!! but guess wat, we walked to the wrong direction and ended up at old airport road. WTF?!! yeah, when we finally got a taxi, the taxi driver asked us whether we watched a concert. when my sister replied that we watched the video games live at the singapore indoor stadium and walked all the way to old airport road, he said ' you walked all the way here?! Goodness me' lolss the taxi driver was soo funny and kind. haha.. talk about how expensive the taxi fare was, $15.30!! well, when we got home at 12 midnight, of course, i asked back for my money from my father for the taxi fare!! HAHA!! im a cheapskate!! lolss..it was a really good experience.

as for the night, i dreamt that i had a lesbian partner!!!! WTF!!!!???!! it was soo weird! yeahh.. talk about weirdness.. i didnt see my-so-called-lesbian-partner's-face in my dream, but it was soo totally weird. yeah

There was a time where i dreamt that dassha came to my house and also, si Fatimah also came. When i asked her mhy she came she replied, ‘cannot meh, got problem ah?!’ ( OMG, what a bitch, she is so totally the same in real life)

=.=

2009-06-15T14:30:00.002+08:00

new gazette picture on the top!! yay! made it myself=D
anyways, watched 'memoirs of a geisha' at channel 5, and it was such a nice and beautiful ending. but, i hate the fact that there were many advertisments in the middle of the show. spoils everything!

I WON VIDEO GAMES LIVE TICKETS!!

2009-06-12T18:05:00.002+08:00

I WON THE VIDEO GAMES LIVE TICKET!!!!! wooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SOOOO COOL!! i have never won tickets in my life before!!! yay!!

just to let you know, video games live is the concert where the perform SPECTACULAR video game themes, songs and many more!!!!! OMG OmG OMG OMG!!!!!!
i participated in the Animax contest and the question was " Name a video game which was made into an anime" so i answered "final fantasy" (duhh, who doesn't know =D) and yeah, i won it! yeahh

i need to collect the tickets between 15 to 18 june, and i might be going with my sister.. haha. i love my elder sister. she rockss

anyways, today i went out with amira, shaista, suryani, and dahlia to watch "Ghost of girlfriends past" at cathays, and the movie was soo sweet and nice, beautiful ending i tell ya..

for more info on video games live, go here: http://videogameslive.com/index.php?s=home

da sims 3!!

2009-06-03T20:35:00.003+08:00

hey!!! i own the sims 3!!!!!! YES!!!!!!! it is also the collector's edition, eventhough i did not go to iluma for the sims 3 launch party(unlike someONE-guess who? S_ RY_N_) i bought it at challenger today and it is cool(though i have not tried it yet..unlike someONE) haha

i also had to buy my psp charger cause my previous one MATI already(meaning dieded lolx) and it caused $25. so expensive! =D

OVER

2009-05-14T18:32:00.003+08:00

the exams are over!!!! finally!!! now i can relax and resume drawing once again=DDDD

btw, amira and the rest of the gang(including hajar finally) came to my house today..yeahh we played a lot of games and suryani and hajar were engrossed with ghost videos. lols and today was the first time hajar touched the guitar to play guitar hero..!! yay!!!

randommmm

2009-04-23T21:29:00.001+08:00

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh------
random, lol

i got back my maths common test today and i scored 34/35!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! i also scored 20/20 for the similarity and congruency and 15/15 for algebra quiz!!!!!! YAY BABEYYY!!!!

btw, i went for the interview today and i hope i could get into the trip..yeahhh

random=D

2009-04-22T20:29:00.001+08:00

yeahh, this was like 2 weks ago, yeahh=D me, suryani, shaista and dahlia went to bugis to buy some stuff and we took our picture b4 the train arrives haha=D

results

2009-04-20T21:05:00.002+08:00

our chinese orcherstra got a bronze..
i feel so sad. we didnt get wat we wanted which was a silver....
but it is okay, cause i know the orchestra did their best and put in a lot of effort..
Next SYF, we will do even better.

gosh, i feel like weeping somehow.....

SYF

2009-04-19T19:51:00.002+08:00

well, the chinese orchestra's syf is tommorrow. Im not participating in it but i am helping them out by carrying instruments.yeahh=D

I really wish them the best of luck. after all, they have put in a lot of effort. i hope our school get Silver or gold. yeahhh=D

HICO, GO!!!

im skipping classes after 11.a.m. damn, i will be missing maths..

2009-04-06T14:29:00.002+08:00

Why do we need to go to school? WHY?!!!!!! I don't have enough time to colour my drawings and post at deviantART.........I WANNA CRY!!!!!! SA1 is coming...shucks..damn. i hate school more than ever cause they did not give us the timetable for the examinations. idiot!!

I feel like listening to Without a Trace by (of course you know whoo, they are the first thing you see when you enter my blog.haha)

2009-04-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

Check out the design for the class tee shirt. hope u like it cause I had a HEADACHE just after finishing it..

Boredness

2009-03-31T20:26:00.001+08:00

Hi again. I am bored and I have no desire to post! Blehhhhhhh=D
science is killing me.the project i mean! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!

the gazette, Distress and Coma PV

2009-03-16T17:19:00.004+08:00

The Gazette - DISTRESS AND COMA [NEW] [PV]
Uploaded by wonderful-life1989

yay!! the gazette, distress and coma PV!!

full of dots in the sky.

2009-03-16T17:04:00.004+08:00

I know it has been a VERY LONG TIME since i posted anything...hahah

holidays have started and i am TOTALLY DYING FROM IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn teachers!! dont they ever give us any break?!!

yeah..today sucksss.. a lot..i got CO camp from wednesdays to fridays...damn.. a bit of waste of time cause i need those time to complete my projects and homeworkss..damn..

i am soo going to have zillions of white hair by the time school starts again next week.......
by the way, the gazette is going to release a new single, DISTRESS AND COMA!! yay!! goping to give you the link soon cause i am sooo lazy right now! haha

it is my sister's b'day today!! yay!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKAK!!!

MY B'DAY!

2009-02-23T14:52:00.003+08:00

YAY! Today is my birthday!=D 14 years old already..haha=D i cannot believe it! LOL
Well, ayah and kakak bought me an MP3! YAY! i love them..a lot! ibu already buy for me a watch like 2 weeks ago, so yeah...it already her bday present=D
So happy right now..

today, d.a.s.s.h. is acting weird...wonder wat is up?

Homeworks

2009-02-07T07:46:00.002+08:00

okayy, today is saturday and i have LOADS AND LOADS OF HOMEWORK PLUS FIVE TESTS NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!! WTH????!!! I am so going to die here!!! Why do they even put tests in the same week!!?? Geography is like, i dont even get a single thing!!! OMG!! I am so going to die........

I really hope I could do well for my tests.....wish me luck..=D

New Skin

2009-02-03T18:24:00.002+08:00

hahahah!!!! I changed my blogskin!!!=D =D
For your information, I did this blogskin myself!!! Cool eh??=D =D
I love myself!!!=D

The Gazette Rawks!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D =D =D

Typical Day

2009-02-02T16:29:00.002+08:00

Long time since i posted...what is wrong with me?? Lately, i have been getting bad lucks cause of I-dont-knw-why but it certainly is a curse!!! LOL
weird things have been happening! Especially during maths lesson..-.-" scored quite low for my tests...T.T
my drawing has been REALLY SUCKY!!!!! OMG I SUCK!!! i know...i admitted it myself..
ms teo has been asking me to do classroom decoration but i just dont have the time to do it..thinking of doing it today but have to stay back for maths lesson for an hour and 10 minutes..
so annoyed...i miss suryani....she has HFMD cause she shared food with her sister who has HFMD before her..she said that the food is tempting..baka...she coming back on wednesday and i hope she does well cause she will be having a lot of homework that mdm hayati gives...

anyway..BAD LUCK BE GONE!!!!!

Holidaying a bit

2009-01-25T13:12:00.002+08:00

Finally, Chinese New year is approaching in like one day?? haha lol=D
Sorry if I have not been updating my blog cause i have ben sooooooo lazy to do it..=D
I came back from camp like four days ago and my body does not hurt anymore!! YaY!!
I really did enjoy the camp and I miss it...a lot...cause we dont even need to go to school!! yay!
the chinese new year performance was okayy and i performed too! Singing a chinese song that is..
Amira said that she hopes that i perform next year cause you know..i just joined the chinese orchestra and i am playing the er hu..so called.i played it before..a long time ago but i actually did not learn anything cause i quit a month after joning lol=D
no translator is a hard thing. =D
Anyway, I am dreading to update my deviantart but no time! arghh!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2009-01-01T12:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!!!=D
AND WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL!! =.=
LOL

Well, for the New Year, I have drawn a picture on deviantART so go and see, just click the button unde welcoome and you can see it! haha=D

...

2008-12-09T12:07:00.003+08:00

hi..i have not even done my homework because i am so lazy!!!haha!!!=D
BORED!

Guitar Hero World Tour

2008-11-24T10:18:00.002+08:00

Did I tell you that I got GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR????!! YEAH, I ALREADY GOT IT!!! YAY!!!=D
This game is like so fun and so......dont know how to say but is still very COOL!! I love the songs! AND I LOVE THE LINKIN' PARK SONG!!HAHAHA!!!=D

~BEAT IT!!~~BEAT IT!!~
(Lately been aaddicted to Michael Jackson's songs..LOL)

Old Frens

2008-11-22T17:42:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, my old friends, Si Hui, Sharifah and Pamela, met up at our old school at the back gate. It has been such a very long time since I saw them and they still have not changed one bit!! =D
We went to Whitesands to eat and to wait for Pamela who was late because of her Chinese Tuition. Then we talked about our school and how each of us were doing. Si Hui said I changed a lot, but, I dont think so. But, of course, Sharifah did not change one bit.=D
Oh yeah, when Si hui need to meet her mother for a while, me and Sharifah were like talking and walking round and round around the third floor!! HAHA. There was a boy who kept staring at us. I think he noticed..=D
We took neoprints together and Pamela was like kept running out cause she did not want to take and Si Hui was like keep dragging her and so, her picture in the neoprint turned out Funny?!

We left around 4 cause everyone had to get back by that time. It was so much fun to hang out with them. I wonder if there will be another outing??

yeah freedom?

2008-11-12T10:05:00.003+08:00

Ok..here is the word.A.S.S.A are going to the movies!!!LOL!! Well, i am writing this post before going to E!hub..so...yeah..We're going to watch the coffin, horror story..yeah..I love horror stories..actually they wanted to watch HSM3 But me and Amira the world's talkative and nicest person, totally objected!! We were actually planning to go Wild Wild Wet to celebrate Amira's birthday but the rest kept complaining about washing their hair??I don't know..I mean..wat is so annoying to wash hair..??Okay, here is the deal...since the hair is the problem, why don't we humans shave our head off!!!!LMAO!=D Just kidding..LOL.

Anyways, I am looking forward to the movie..I just pity those who cant go out just to watch a movie and due to CERTAIN problems...HAVE FUN!!

boring

2008-11-06T10:48:00.002+08:00

Today is such a freakin' boring day! ARGH!!! I CAN'T THINK OF WHAT TO DO!! Even though it is the Holidays, I am feeling really bored right now...So, each time, I surf the internet or..PLAY SIMS 2 APARTMENT LIFE! HAHAH! It is the latest Sims game and it is so Fun!!

By the way, I am going on holiday on 20th of December. To...Indonesia...I was forced to go by my mother..ToT...Maybe I will be gone for 3 days i guess.....;D

2008-10-25T18:18:00.002+08:00

Last ThursdaY, D.A.S.S.H.A., crystal and Cindy went to downtown east to go bowling! IT WAS SO FUN!!! SuPerb! And also, funny! There was a time when dahlia want to bowl, she accidentaly let go and the ball flew backwards..LOL. Suryani kept getting gutterball and i kept shouting GUTTERBALL!! HAHA! I also kept getting gutterball...LOL!I even threw the ball so softly that it rolled so slow to hit the pins!LOLOL! But, i got about three spares so it was quite okay@_@. I did not even get a freaking strike! Grr..Annoying ball, i would say...then after bowling, we went for neoprints and shaista kept lauging at every picture! Hajar was like out?Lol!

It was a really fun experience! Suryani saId we should go bowling during amira's birthday..Who knows, huh? Holidays have started by the way and I am feeling SO BORED!!!!!!

School is finishing??!

2008-10-22T17:00:00.002+08:00

WooHOO!!!!!!!! School is finishing! YAY! Only 1 more day! I cant wait for it. Tomorrow, Crystal and Amira invited us to go bowling at Downtown East. I think I will go.=DI had never tried to bowl before. Also, I cant wait for tomorrow cause we are getting back our results!! Hai!!Wonder if I will be in top 10 in the level...I hope so..my freaking history and malay and english will pull me down and i really hate that! grrr....

Emo?

2008-10-20T10:55:00.003+08:00

Today, im feeling so sad and down...Hajar had already apologized to me for writing those 'things' in her blog and Amira.....well she practicaly kept ssending me sorie messages that it got me irritated ..yeah...Suryani, well i dont know, Shaista also said sorry but dahlia..so far..NOT yet..

Im really feeling so bored cause today is promotion day, so we do not need to go to school..! Anyway, so far my deviantart, [link], I have been updating, so go check it out! But, too bad you cant save cause i put no downloadable content!! :D

paradise or not?

2008-10-19T12:25:00.002+08:00

Yo..today i skipped my religious class cause i didn't want to go..har har:D and i am so freaking bored! LorlOr!!nothing o write about...:D:D:D:D:D:D

these days....

2008-10-18T11:35:00.003+08:00

Hai....these days at school are really boring...there is nothing to do because we have these post exam activities.....T.T....really boring ya see......we always have these talks about managing our emotions and so on and forth....Our jalan hari raya for Monday involving the malay group sec 1 has been cancelled....hai....i was really looking forward to going on that day...if i remember correctly, dahlia said that a malay teaher could not make it on that day...so i think it was pushed to friday instead...>.> Anyway, 6 days to HOLIDAY!!!

Results?

2008-10-14T17:03:00.002+08:00

Hai...I got most of my results today...and a bit disappointing but some very happy with it..
My results:

Science:83/100(2nd in class XD)-----=D
English:73.2/100( ain't bad... )
Maths:107/120 (HELL YEAH!!)
Malay:67/100(yes..I'm improving..)
Art:78/100(Over the TOP!)
Literature:74.7/100 (the teacher is biased..T_T)
History:68/100 (I knew i will get quite low..but i passed!)
D&T: ?/100 (Haven't got yet..)

The D&T marks are so slow in processing...Grr....I can't wait for it...:D I just hope that i will get an A1 for it, so as to make the number of A1 I have become 5.:D Looks like I have to wait for Friday...

done

2008-10-10T14:52:00.003+08:00

YES!!!!!!! Exams are gone! DEAD!! hahahahahahahaha.... Finally, they finish..I was just waiting for this moment! Now, i am relaxing just like i wanted to..so free....XD

FINISHING!!

2008-10-08T18:10:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINISHING!!!! CANT WAIT FOR IT!!! LEFT ART ONLY!!!!

argh..i can't wait for the exams to finish!! One more paper to go, whic is art, and i will be free!!!!!!!!!:D

nothing to update actually...a quick one..since Amira is begging me to update my blog...look forward to the next entry..hardee harhar:D

...

2008-09-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

These days has been really tiring cause of the recent tests and you know what? More tests are on their way next week...Why can't our teachers just give us a break?? They are torturing us, you know!!I hate school because i have to study, but i love school when all the fun stuffs happens here! :D It keeps on making me laugh...

Sometimes i wonder...is being popular that nice? Why do people sometimes get jealous easily because of certain qualities they do not possess??! Oh well...never mind about that.... Just talking to myself.... Anyways.... 2 More weeks to HARI RAYA!! YAY!!! :D

Ain

lazy

2008-09-05T15:00:00.004+08:00

It is Friday and I have no inspiration to do the rest of my homeworks. I am so lazy. Also, i am fasting so cannot really generate my brain right now. But, now i have the inspiration to do my drawings and lately, my drawing of the eyes are getting really nice...:D I have decided to study for the rest of the holiday. I cannot be lazy! We will see the outcome of my motivation! Or so....

So Far...

2008-09-02T13:00:00.003+08:00

I have succeeded in completing my maths homework!! Hurray!!:D Today is the second day of fasting...And yesterday's break-fast food was too spicy! Almost burned my tongue. Anyway, spaghetti and roti john are on the menu today and at least i am satisfied..:D :D

Holidays..But not for me...PISSED

2008-09-01T08:21:00.003+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE BUT IT AIN'T FOR ME!! Got loads of homework and it is fasting month! Damnit. As for my tests, it was not that good...I saw a freaking C5 in my report book and it is because of Mr Not-funny-at-all-and-lame-and-loves-to-think-about-himself-and-scolds-without-reasons. That idiot. Always...I am always graded the lowest in the class. It is not fair. Then he says that i did not put in effort in my work! even though i put in effort, he just gave me a passing mark. Gr...Im pissed....

Ain=(

Horrible...

2008-08-01T15:28:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh...todays Maths Test was pretty tough and guess wat. I spotted my mistake already!I forgotten to do another step in one of my questions!! STUPID STUPID ME!!!! Why am I so careless!!!!!!!!ARGH! Anyway, today Kenneth really is annoying as he kept pasting words like 'kiss me' at my back. Geez...Amira did not come to school today and it was pretty lonely and quiet in the class. Poor her...:D

Ain:)

Sleepy...

2008-07-31T17:45:00.001+08:00

OMG! I have been really sleepy in class! I almost fell asleep during Science lesson. Actaully, I was already half-asleep. Today is really tiring. I slept in the bus....AGAIN....and almost fell off my seat when the bus turned. Oh geez...Tomorrow is the Maths common test and i will be doing some studying...WISH ME LUCK!!

Ain

Hatred

2008-07-30T19:15:00.002+08:00

Common tests are coming really fast. Especially maths. To tell you the truth, i think that my maths teacher is being too harsh. She gives us too much homework which I hate it soo much. I just want to have a day when there is no school nor homeworks...

Ain:(

I am tired!

2008-07-17T15:34:00.002+08:00

School has been a very tiring day...I hate school..well, i got a History test tomorrow and i have not studied for it( too lazy).. My history teacher is soo boring.. She talks like...she is bored.. like that..But, today she did not come to school so i must guess she went for her check-up..I think..

Ain